lets-live-for-today

I MISS INDONESIAN FOOD. I MISS THE PEOPLE.  I MISS MY HOMETOWN.

the longer i live here, i feel that my life’s getting worse. my shopping habit has worsened, my social life is going to the bottom of the earth, my love life ~dont wanna talk about it, what else? you name it! im sure none of it is getting better. i keep finding a reason for me to stay, and the only reason i can find is to make my parents happy -_-

i know that maybe i will get the advantage in the end, but i’ve lost my teenage life! i have no life here. so whats the point? im close to depression seriously. i know i should make things better, but this fckin country is really unkind to me. sigh.

thank you singanjingggg!